Asking for people willing to talk off sub is fine, but please exchange personal info in a private message. I'm scared how to find my way. And I wish you want to do the same with me as well. I wishmy mind would just take things slow. I know you may have tried your hardest. Instead of apologizing, you keep making excuses. I am definitely more than just my body.
Are you ready to be loved like flowers love the rain? You don't look at me the same way since you figured out I was 'lost'. You run through my mind A million times a day. And I have to learn to accept that truth. Right now I wishI could have an out-of-body experience. I want you to show me that you care about me too. If you are feeling like you are suicidal, we highly recommend seeking the help of a professional, or a more dedicated forum such as or or your local mental health hotlines. I just want to be loved as your daughter and feel like I matter in this world.
Should I really resort to just deluding myself? I wish that life would just take it easy on me. Look in the mirror, who do I see? The day you left, I just sat and cried. I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you, but there's no way to thank you for everything you do. His stares can make you want to die. Is the happiness worth thecomplicit ignorance? This how i feel each day looking in the mirror.
I wish you'd love me As much as I love you I wish you could tell me how much you care about me And take me in your arms I wish you and me We could end up together Laugh with each other Hold each other as we cry I wish we could play together Kiss each other's lips I wish you'd run your fingers through my hair And tell me how good I smell I wish we could walk through a crowd Hand in hand As all eyes are on us And we wouldn't care I wish we could grow old And look upon our lives Think of our love as the best thing that had happened I wish we could giggle at our inside jokes I wish we could die In each others arms And then meet up in the heavens I wish you could love me As much as I love you. I want you to just talk to me about anything under the sun. If goodbye means forever and love is supposed to last that long, Then assure me that it's all okay, and I really did nothing wrong. Everything you mean to me you could never know. I want to fly off into dream land and move into another host. And still another night full of misery.
It is like a whisper in the wind. Before I get too mushy it's time for me to go, but before I leave this ink-filled page there's one thing you should know. You will figure it out, the same way everyone does: one day at a time. The way that you rubbed your armagainst mine used to ignite a fire within me. I wish you knew all the things that make me tick. Posts containing personal contact information will be removed. I want you to fall in love with my body, soul, and spirit.
I cried out of sadness, I cried out of hate. I want to be with you forever. I mean it when I say that I wish that you would give me a good enough reason to stay. I wish that you would fight for me. I want to be able to build something real with you. Everyone is telling me to leave and I know that they are right.
To fall in love is to give your heart away. For accepting my thoughts and feelings, though you do not understand, for never giving up on me and being my best friend. I'm not a christian mom and I never will be. When some people feel really lost, they turn to religion. Look in the mirror, who do I see? The happy memories of yesterday. It is time for me to say goodbye to the fights, to the self-loathing, to the , and to the half-ass effort that you have been giving me.
I wish you would actually try to figure out how to shield me from my deepest fears and to protect me from all of my personal weaknesses. I need you to be open with me about things that you have difficulty grasping on your own. I could try putting ona brave face for the world to see. I think of him all the time and the thought of me leaving for a prep school and not seein him everyday. It is because we are not with you. The way you take care of me, you're my shining star and though it's so incredible that's just the way you are. I wish that you would try for the very first time.
I want you to make an effort in figuring out how we mesh well together and where we clash as a couple. Shame, regrets, doubts, and fear Little things he whispered in my ear. Maybe that would dowonders for my tired mind. I have many complexities within me that need acceptance and understanding. I'd rather see anybody but me.
Why can't I be who I want to be? I want you to be able to express your love for me through other ways. I want to slap this man who issleeping innocently beside me. Some of our ducks are in bad spots and need love. Prove that sticking around would not be a mistake. This will save the Wish You Would Like Me Back to your account for easy access to it in the future.